Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Bye!

I've quit the blog sphere

Thanks for your support!


Enjoy life to the fullest

Quince

Sunday, January 4, 2009

BoReD

Happy 2009 to all my family and friends

Welcome to the year of mundane routines.

okay, this is my alter ego talking, so please pardon me...

1) This year is just going to be PLAIN BORING

Yes, I'm in this freaking camp, where the guys are like finally bonding. A good thing. Yes. But in terms of cohesion, people are still being selfish. Some of the boys here are spoilt, filthy rich and thought they are the smartest being in the world (Yah, when you're doin business admin, like hello?!), some are just plainly using others, like why do you keep asking me if I have tea candles or an extra rifle cleaning cloth, go get it yourself, if you have sooo much time going shopping with your friends n syndicate mates..What?! Just because i was previously from your coy and bunk DOESNT MEAN I have to take care of your arse. Please lah~You dont even talk to me unless you need something- So moral of the story: GET LOST.

Gosh, it's just those little spoilt rice grains that spoils the porridge.

2) What the hell is wrong with you ppl?!

One being his emo self, and day by day, it's getting worse and worse. Please, STOP BEING EMO! Go get a life. ARGH, just talking to you, goin out, reading your thoughts make me realise you are so caught up with yourself, people actually moved on, doing what they NEED TO DO and what they WANT TO DO. Go think about it. Fill your life with meaningful activities, rather than caught up with liking people you do not even know in actual real life.

The other, caught up with relationship problems and is thinking about the relationship. HARD. Also has some school issues but that's minor as it will be solved naturally-But seriously, really, why bother about marriage when you have your life in front of you right now?! Marriage is so permanent-Are YOU willing to accept huge responsibilities-money,kids,house.......etc?!

3) Life is BORING

Oh gosh, there's no fun at all that I'm starting to feel irrtated about my life and others around me~I have a stupid arsehole that keeps msgin my bf and simply refuses to back off despite me knowing what the heck are his intentions. I have a mother that just nags and nags, a Dad that just lost his job and maybe his insanity if he continues spending money like this, a brother that just went back to his old ways of the occassional sniffing of glue, cigarettes and alcohol.

CAN'T EVERYBODY JUST SNAP OUT OF IT AND GET SERIOUS FOR ONCE?

GOSH, SELF CENTERED and SELFISH HUIMANS....

Go get a life...

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Oh, a list of things dear and I discussed what we plan to do for this year:

*I'm going to learn how to roller-blade and ice-skate
*Going overseas with dear to shop
*Celebrating birthdays together?(Hmmmm....)
*Going sentosa(What the hell..He just said that 3 secs ago)
*Hmmmm...

Okay, maybe we haven plan this out, But let's hope this year will be a exciting year for the both of us, with our youths just in front of us.(i'm turning 21 this year =( ARGH!)

Lots of bad stuff have been going on, in case you didnt see the upper entry, oh wells, just hope this year will be smooth sailing, no 1 goes to DB, people are happy etc.

Nothing much, except the fact I celebrate the new Year with Dear, Syahid and Hwee Khim, christmas with the usual gang and meet up with my nyp frens...Except some shocks that happen to Maryam...

Well, I went to church(Yes! I went to church) and the pastor said something about this that I find interesting, maybe it works for maryam, I don know, well, here goes:

Ask yourself this question:

What makes your life?

your family?
Your Lover?
Your friends?
your career?
Money?
Home?

Think about this...

What if you lose your family members/ What if they betray you? Hurt you? They cheat you, they lie to you, they hurt you.

What if your lover betrays you, they cheat on you. You think he/she's the world when they are doing things at your back.. Those that are the closest to you makes you the happiest, but they are also the ones that hurts you the most

How about your friends. Yes, you mingle with them. We laughed. We smiled. What if we get distant? Get too caught up with life?

How about career? What if one day, you climb up the executive ladder, so high and mighty. Remember the laws of gravity..What goes up must come down. What if you lose your job, lose your career? What happens after retirement? What happens to you?

how about money? Money can be earned, swindled...moeny can buy you riches, a house, jewelleries, top quality water..But can it buy you a home filled with love, good health and happiness?

All I'm trying to say is this , people often get too ambitious and takes for granted certain things in life, we often thought that certain people and things will never change, and will always be there. But truth is, things changes. People change. Places change.

Where can you find the true meaning of happiness?

Well, for me, I'm looking it at god.

At least he's always there to listen to me, guides me and makes me happy and cheerful every day, and I thank god that he has included so many good people in my life, finding them in crossroads that we are walking...For that, I want a living relationship with God, saying his grace and receiving his blessings so that I can, in return, give these blessing to people who needs them...

I thank god for making me the person I'm and making me happy everyday for I know he's the one that will not disappoint me..

Hope that helps Maryam=)

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Posting

And my posting:

Artillery 24 SA

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Cannons....

Heavy Lifting...

Running Up and down hills...

Maths...

Physics...

Wind directions....

Maths....

Mechanics....

Lord, Why the hell am I not a medic?!

I wanted to be a medic...Yet, I went into Arti...


Emo...

Lazy to type out the activities of the week..But Block leave is cool, at least can spend time with dear dear, who in the end only slept for 3hours or less every day...lor


My dear piggy, You will get your sleep back..Ducky is going back to camp


Sianx..

Friday, December 12, 2008

POP Lo!!!

So finally the big day has come where everyone has to do the freaking 24km Road March and the graduation parade.

Time moves fast..It seems like yesterday that I just got enlisted, a short, fat boy that just sits there at the parade square, as quoted by my 2LT ...With all the training, all the shit that really test your mental abilities and limits, I've finally realised that Army really makes you a mentally stronger person...It makes you go and push yourself beyond your limits..Though it has severe consequences to it during the long run..

I will not say I really enjoy the army. I mean the friends you made are good people, the SGs and Sirs are nice people, but it's just those selected few people that you'll remember that tries to bring you down hard....

Anyway, just to conclude my BMT:

I did push ups in my undies
I dig my freaking 'grave' by myself
I threw a HG
I fall in with my towel-battle order( Great story everyone will remember for life)
I did my chin ups
I have experienced not bathing for 6 days straight
I shot my rounds
I made good friends
I gone through hardship with them together

I'm a PRIVATE now

WHAT have you done in your loser life?

Go think about it.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Here's Looking at You!

Well, It seems like this week has been a wasted week. For the first time in my life, I had a fever higher than 38.8 degrees.I had a temp of 39.8 when I reached camp and immediately have to report sick.

I shall not mentioned what happened at the medical center, since anything I say will be noted. Lets put it this way- You go to a polyclinic an you're sick. The nurse call you to fill up a form, she screams at your face when you made a mistake just because you're so sick and you're trying to fill up whatever they can and she slams another piece of paper and pen in front of your face. Such rude people exists? Apparently so...

Wnet to CGH the next day and did an X-Ray and later to TTSH and did 2 drips..Sigh..This is what happened when you do not take care of your body...

I have to go Communicable Disease Centre tomorrow..to do a blood test since my doctor told me that my platelet count is lower than average...

Sigh, Oh well, Here goes nothing...


Just a little more and It will be POP!!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Updates

POP soon!

Weee~All's thats left is SIT-test, HG for me...

Sadly, I Have to re-ippt...cant jump for nuts for SBJ...

At least, the rest of the stations have huge improvements...sense of acomplishments.

Gain quite a bit of weight, finally reach the big 60kgs...means, I gain 6kgs...My fat content however,decrease quite a bit, after doing some BMI test...Weee~muscle mass...

hOpe can go command school man...

Dear, U're my love...

I'm just gonna ignore those comments made by tt guy as promised, I'm not goin to flare up or fight no more...tiring to fight with people lower than me...

Welcome back Abrey...MB0506 IS FINALLY GOING TO BE UNITED AGAIN!!!